hello kota kinabalu?

just gave myself a good stretch and i'm so ready to tell you about my arrival.kami sampai kk around 8peeamm then tunggu in another one hour di dalam airport nya.it's bigger pulang dari brunei's airport,but the good part is i feel like HOME in Brunei,EXTENDED.i feel like lying down rh the middle of the road and say whoa,i fall in love with Sabah already.instead i smile to everyone like the usual me.i even get to wave and say hello to a small boy,tabam,cute,handful,very loud.

should i tell you about my flight?oh god,i feel like one of those LITTLE EINSTEINS in PHDC.as soom as we departed,dari the brunei land masa the aeroplane is slanting (you know,head on 2 o'clock and tail on 8 o'clock),i was saying "AAAAAAAAAAAAA>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>BLAAAASTT OOOFFFFFFFFFFF!" then my mom tgur bawa bebaca.i have to let out that feeling of mine.i know it wants so bad to get out of my chest and make some noise.OH YEAH!but aku baca lah selawat,mudahan saja sampai d sana dengan selamat.haha.but still.no one can stop me from myself,no one.i tell you now,not even the cute bell boy who is carrying our bag to our room can't stop me from being a highly wandering kiddo .and when we slant the head-to-ten-tail-to-four almost sampai to the airport,it was fun,i said "LAAAAANNNNDDDIIINNNG TIIIMMEEE!"

it sounds too much raite?haha...but who cares,d blakang ku nada org.and i was complaining to my mom that i prefered RBA than this AirAsia.for crying out loud,you guys sell products in an aeroplane and charge for providing service.gee,i guess i complained too much about you,eh?haha,well,maybe because its my first time with air asia.i've been flying with the RBA,there's this reciting doa,there's meal provided,enough free space from 1 row with the back row so that,your butt will not reach someone's facewhen you're crossing those three column seats.they also have those stereos.everyone is much pampered with their own seat and bantal that is provided and sometimes,with their own blankey,they don't have to pay for that sort of service too.and there's even space for us to pray.*thanks sultan,ILOVEYOU.YOURE THE BEST.I PROMISE TO GIVE ALL MY HEART AND SOUL TO SERVE FOR THE COUNTRY*

gee,hmm..we got a bit of problem with masa sampai rh hotel...to the receptionist.we were greeted by this man with tux.qel said,ea pakai too much gel,still,uh,eww.i prefer the bell boy.he was like a supa savior of the day.i've came here along with other three.i and my aunt are not alergic to smoking gas or irritants..but our other 2 companions have alergic reactions,which means that,they have asthma,and god,you only know how worried i was when my mom was coughin' the room is not healthy.even if ada spray,it wouldn't help but create a bad unpleasant enviroment to both of them.so,mau nda mau,tepaksa tukar bilik to superior.haha.dayemm,hahaha,so we're sleeping in some what romantic room for two! gawsh.let's see if i can give you a picture of how things are

I Can Write Lyrics Again

YES!this is the happiest moment of my life.a few months a go i lost it,lost it very well to.i pay the price.i lost my mind by not having anything at all to write because something was limiting me.i feel like roaring up high the mountains!i feel like diving into the deep sea from the tallest point where i could jump.I FEEL INCREDIBLE.i feel like going into a big puddle of dreams that i can achieve.each and every one of it.

maybe next time.i can touch the sky.i have to work with all i can first to reach it..

the law of love

this is the first Nora Roberts novel i have,i'm not familiar with it at all,it was given to me as a birthday present from my cuzzie,it was a great bunch.*i like it so much even tho you picked it out of the shelf randomly.still,thanks for picking this book,Q,its captivating*when i first saw he cover ,i scrutinize the pinky book.i have no eyes for pink,but i have eyes on a wonderful story.

these sort of novels can be either suspense or romance.but luckily,it's romance,i LOVE romance.there's two stories compiled inthe law of love.one is lawless ,another is the law is a lady.let me narrow i down.they made the right choice by making her one of the bestselling authors around earth.:P

Lawless - Nora Roberts.

original book description:
Half Apache and all man, Jake Redman was more than a match for the wild Arizona Territory. Sarah Conway, on the other hand, was an Eastern lady who belonged anywhere else but on the rugged land Jake loved. But beneath Sarah's ladylike demeanor beat the heart of a true pioneer, a woman he yearned to make his own.

My Report:
Sarah Conway,is one tough women with an eastern civilised demeanor.while Jake Redman is well,quite the opposite.Sarah learn the rough ways of how things were handled in the west,where,her father,lived through almost their lives apart from each other,with the help of a wild man like Jake.

The Law Is A Lady

original book description:
Once Phillip Kincaid fixed his mind on something, he set about getting it. And as soon as he'd stopped in Friendly, New Mexico, he knew the town was the perfect locale for his film. And no-nonsense Sheriff Victoria Ashton looked pretty good to him, too! But Tory was giving Phillip a run for his money - making him all the more determined to show her that even a lady of the law can surrender willingly.to love.


my Report:
wow,i really love this one,i like to think myself as Sheriff Victoria Ashton's character,or maybe someday i could be like her.i tell you now,i think in this book,she's one heck of a great lover.as a lady who abide with the laws,i have to say,this story drives me wild.


so,guys if you're interested to read it somehow,i can lend it to you,you can either send a msg to my inbox.*coverage only available in brunei muara district,because transport is a problem.*you can either,ask a friend that we might know,to pass it along or you can just text me on my wall on fb

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?ref=profile&id=691270279

this ain't a game
you will believe
i've done it once
i am never doing all of it again

im sitting down
i'm typing slow
thinking of words
but i don't even know what to say

i am not(never)
in love with you
neither will i be
when the time comes straight ahead for me

i'm moving fast
i'm slowing down
full of regret here
never wanted anything like this


no!not love!
no,not anymore!
i'm tired,
i'm sick
of what it brings back to me

wow...very exciting.

ROFLOL.didn't mean to be sarcastic,but it proves well.i dont' even want to talk to my uncle lapas ni.sheesh.i fel like kicking them.only i don't like to face them,remember?i hate being a PGGMB .mark my words.you will regret.

that was...i dunno how to say.it was cliche`?

i swear,i feel like i've done very stupid things in life.and i dunno if deserve anything.i ran away from love.i despise it,i hate it.i don't want to repeat the same mistakes i've done.i never want it again.i'm disgusted by it.and i can't believe myself that i'm waiting for someone,and i can't believe that i'm willing to do that,deep down i know i don't deserve that.i feel like am Queen without it,i feel better, i feel stronger ,i feel like a free soul.i feel fire lit up the skies towards me,when that mistakes comes.never again.never again that mistake.it may eat me alive but i will never do it again.

i regret to the bottom of my life.

Brunei,
i love you so much.i really feel like a phobia person without your enviroment.without the chicken poop smeel and the daun pandan smell,and the aligator that breeds around my house,the naughty cat that gets on my nerve.oh,nvm that,you get it,that i was in love with you.but brunei,i'm sorry,i shamed you,i feel like i am waiting anytime now to be exiled.i was always known as a patriotic person,and i dont' want to be someone who is not my .to erase this idntknowwhoyouareanymore identity,but it's just not worth it


i know,i seem sad.
from a composer to this.
lets just say i'm loosing my mind.
and i'll try to do more lyrics.and finish it in time

Christian Bautista - Invincible (Official Music Video) HQ

song of my life,now